TERBAIK BAGIMU

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

DENGANMU AKU HIDUP,

DENGANMU AKU BERHARAP,

DENGANMU AKU MATI,

REDHAILAH SETIAP USAHAKU,

JADIKANLAH IA SATU ASBAB UNTUKKU,

MENDAPAT RAHMAT-MU,

UNTUK KE SYURGA-MU,

TITIPKAN JUA PAHALA YANG MENGALIR,

BERGANDA-GANDA BUAT KEDUA IBU BAPAKU,

AKAN SETIAP AMAL BAIKKU,

DAN JANGAN ENGKAU CATATKAN DOSAKU,

SEBAGAI DOSA KE ATAS MEREKA,

PERMUDAHKANLAH YA ALLAH.

4TH YEAR,
Here I go!

3:159

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.


This verse,so meaningful and very close to my heart&soul.
Further explains that efforts made are just nothing but a way to be the reason of His Blessings  upon me.


I'm in the situation in which persuasion is being made over me,
And I know,like always before,they just wanted the best for me,
Really need the period of comtemplation right now,as ever,
Or confinement,I'd say.

I just wanna some spaces and strength,
Special date with Allah,
To ask for more,it's totally shameless,
But to ask for less,it's totally boastful,
So I just decide to submit myself in total to Him,
Trying hard to learn how to accept things that come in my way,
As He wishes,



And Allah,
Please open my healed scar so that I would feel the 'pain' again,
In a better way,the better one,the better repentance,
Coming to You.


11 Syaaban 1437
06:45 am