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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.


This verse,so meaningful and very close to my heart&soul.
Further explains that efforts made are just nothing but a way to be the reason of His Blessings  upon me.


I'm in the situation in which persuasion is being made over me,
And I know,like always before,they just wanted the best for me,
Really need the period of comtemplation right now,as ever,
Or confinement,I'd say.

I just wanna some spaces and strength,
Special date with Allah,
To ask for more,it's totally shameless,
But to ask for less,it's totally boastful,
So I just decide to submit myself in total to Him,
Trying hard to learn how to accept things that come in my way,
As He wishes,



And Allah,
Please open my healed scar so that I would feel the 'pain' again,
In a better way,the better one,the better repentance,
Coming to You.


11 Syaaban 1437
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